TODAY IS A MOFO AWESOME DAY AND I LOVE TODAY IT WAS DAMN COOL AND DAMN FUN. JORCHUA! YOU KILL THE CANTEEN ***** AND MARRY THE ******** OMG OMG OMG.

KMN BUT IM JUST USING THAT FOR THE SAKE OF USING IT HAHAHA.

YAY THANK YOU PEOPLE YOU MADE MY DAY AWESOME :)

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Been a total wreck this week. The J thing totally ruined my week, which made me question lots of other things. Like how I should have taken art instead of lit (unfortunately I don't think SA offers heam), and how I walk pass all the blue and white uniforms (sometimes, sometimes only) wishing they were beige. And how I have to deal with some other crappy sap story stuff. And it's all a big mix of different things- watching the SC commendation (that, I didn't regret, surprisingly) and trying to come to terms with a whole lot of stuff. Which made me a total wreck. I'm really hoping for someone to like just sweep in and make it better but I was totally barking up the wrong tree. And I always tell myself to go back, to go back, but I don't. Which again reinforces train wreck.

I'm listening to three days grace today, how emo and angsty is that. I should like quit listening to them. But it's strangely therapeutic. Aha.

Oh well, the easy way out of all this crap would logically be work. And studying my way out of it. I paid thirty bucks to skip school today. And yes, perpetual liar. She is so correct. I'm just a big phony.

Three days grace now sings "I feel so much better now that you're gone forever" but it's obviously a big lie. A big delusion to all heartbroken people to listen and deceive themselves that they're really not hurt and actually happy. Everyone's just living a lie in an attempt to feel better but they forget that, really, it's the truth that sets you free. How now brown cow, I need a new copy of the Taming of the Shrew :(

Okay I'm just a soldier trudging through the aftermath of war now. I remember a lit poem about that from ms rachel zhou at the beginning of the lit syllabus but I'm not gonna post it (or find it) cuz I know we all don't read emo poems on blogs (although it's really not emo).

Blogging is really fun, I should do this more often. Haha :)))) So yes, shoutout to all the readers out there! Hope your life is better than mine! Hope that you still have a spring in every step you take because it sucks not to have one!

God I'm pathetic.

Okay rant over :) hope you guys have been enjoying the micro entries, I know they aren't really awesome but they're really spur of the moment stuff. I like type it out immediately after thinking it. So yeah. Today was not bad, it was quite cool really, especially in Chinese class. I have a great Chinese teacher! Okay see you guys I am now a productive student okay. Got gp, hist, pw and Chinese to do ciao!

HELLO WORLD!

Okay I have joined twitter pretty long ago but I didn't really use it cuz:

1) They don't support Singapore users
2) I have to send a message to the UK in order to get whatever published
3) No one really uses it

Basically, twitter is microblogging. It's you updating your twitter feed through little blog entries of 140 characters or less. You can update it from a variety of programs, the website itself, or sms! What makes it fun is that you can sms from your phone anywhere and it'll appear in your feed. It's so versatile you can also post your feed in your blog (above above!)

And why I'm using twitter again is because... I don't have to send an sms to the UK anymore to update it! I can sms to an sg no. and it'll update from there.

So jump on the bandwagon. This is what you need to do:

1) Register a twitter account.
2) Send an sms "twitter register" to 92721192 (Singapore no.)
3) You will receive a reply asking for your twitter email. Send it back.
4) Another reply requesting your twitter password. Send it back.
5) Now you're all set! Text "twitter update " to 92721192 and it'll appear on your twitter feed!

You can configure your twitter feed to be linked to your facebook profile too. So sending the sms will also update your fb status. The publishing platform for twitter is really versatile.

So start tweeting today :) It's the next facebook. And yeah, follow me at www.twitter.com/talkkok. You can also check out that page to see my entire archive of tweets.

Have fun!

hello this is an advertisement for someone who will consistently scold me for free. job description: wengkeongkiller! you are expected to remove every decaying matter from my innate nature to slack and decompose. so yea, you should be able to bombard my inbox with messages like "get your ass off that computer chair you loser and start working you bum. dont think you can grow onto your plastic chair like the lady who grew into her chair but you should sit up all the same kns!"

you are expected to ensure that i cry because you scold me for not being on task. you have to break me, break every lazy bone break whatever crap i pull.

your pay: satisfaction from me being a sorry ass and slave to you. AND ULTIMATE JOY OF SEEING ME REFORMED FROM VICTORIAN/SAINT SLACKER TO REAL NILSINELABORE/UP AND ON-NESS! come on people send me your cvs today to bigfatsmiles@gmail.com

(JOB REQUIREMENTS: PHONE AND NO NITPICKYNESS WITH WASTING SMSES) (danial u dont have the first one damn you damn you damn you SO YOU CANNOT APPLY)

angst. HAHAHA.

hello world:) i am back to the www after this hiatus, which you my faithful readers, should be used to by now. i am struck with a lack of hardcoreness like the meridian friends and rafflesian friends i have whom i am very sure are mugging their lives away but i am not! this is bad.

WHY I DON'T MUG.

1) i dont have the motivation to. i look at my homework/tutorials/revisionnotes and i go gahh, i rather watch heroes.

2) basically thats all.

damn. i never had the motivation to do this kind of shit since secondary school. and i realised it takes something more to be a hardcore person. but im not. im just an average wanna lifer who just tries to do a lil better than average.

okay so let's say, if i actually become productive and finish all my work now, i would have to do this: (maybe writing it down will make me feel better and more motivated)

-finish two history tutorial questions on international history
-revise southeast asian history on burma and malaya
-read new econs lecture notes/sloman
-understand binomial distribution
-finish the looooooooooongggggggggggg list of chinese homework
-finish pi for pw

its only 6 items but it will take a damn long time to finish and i just wanna cry and run away from it because thats what i do when i see things i dont like, i run. run. run. run.

so i should stop running and face up to the shit i have accumulated. bye world.