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okay i think mr bywk deserves a lil bit of an update here. so promos are over and in a month or so chineseAs+pw will be too. time pretty cruel if you think about it. it always goes forward, you never get to go back& relieve the good memories. yes graduation has come and gone, yes postos has come and gone, orientation, msas, CTs, preusem, ayc, promos and now. now now. so many things have changed, 09 has been quite a rollercoaster. aside from totally slapping my social landscape upside downside, apart from pushing me to extremist emotions, aside from this and aside from that and hey. i think its really time to catch a breath and. reflect. realise. look back. and submerge as a zeitgeist of your year. i would like to think about what this year means to me. perhaps it's time to do a bit of self reflection now than in december. maybe the last three months could be a bit different.
okay things i did wrong this year:
-be lazy. i can't even begin to count all the things i was lazy for. i was lazy for council selection camp, i was lazy for preusem preparation, i was lazy for msa1, msa2, cts and promos (yes i didn't study consistently for any exam despite the warning flashes coming from the first set of tests and somehow they didn't fit in), i was lazy for simun prep (until the end), i was lazy for lots of lessons, pw. wow. i think if 09 was summed up in a year, it would be: slack. i think contrary to everyone else, i worked far lesser for o levels than my first year in jc. here's to me not fainting when i see my scores on 16october (au contraire miss zhou said i wrote a pretty decent lit essay for wuthering heights! i am so boomz). i guess one reason why i can afford to slack is my lit as a h2. lit requires less content preparation and more skills based drilling. so yeah i could most of the time walk into a lit paper not more than glancing through my notes (which i know is impossible for all you pcme dudes/ettes out there).
oh i was also lazy about replying a hell lot of smses. and lazy about being a friend. i hardly wished 30% of the birthdays this year which is extremely bad for someone who usually makes an effort (how ironic, facebook publishes birthdays, i [used to be] on fb all the time, and i couldn't find time to write on somebody's fucking wall)
XOXO
i was also lazy about managing my life- everytime i went out i would be out late. like 99% of the time. i know its fashionable to be late but whatever man. it just shows you have zero time management skills (me btw, lolzz) so i resolve to be less late and less pathetic and less time management zilchy. and i also cannot manage my cash. i have yet to save any money at all. how pathetic.
haha. right now i can't really think about the things i did right. maybe make good friends like you :) the only thing right i did this year.
okay wr and chinese papers beckons.
boomz :)
okay things i did wrong this year:
-be lazy. i can't even begin to count all the things i was lazy for. i was lazy for council selection camp, i was lazy for preusem preparation, i was lazy for msa1, msa2, cts and promos (yes i didn't study consistently for any exam despite the warning flashes coming from the first set of tests and somehow they didn't fit in), i was lazy for simun prep (until the end), i was lazy for lots of lessons, pw. wow. i think if 09 was summed up in a year, it would be: slack. i think contrary to everyone else, i worked far lesser for o levels than my first year in jc. here's to me not fainting when i see my scores on 16october (au contraire miss zhou said i wrote a pretty decent lit essay for wuthering heights! i am so boomz). i guess one reason why i can afford to slack is my lit as a h2. lit requires less content preparation and more skills based drilling. so yeah i could most of the time walk into a lit paper not more than glancing through my notes (which i know is impossible for all you pcme dudes/ettes out there).
oh i was also lazy about replying a hell lot of smses. and lazy about being a friend. i hardly wished 30% of the birthdays this year which is extremely bad for someone who usually makes an effort (how ironic, facebook publishes birthdays, i [used to be] on fb all the time, and i couldn't find time to write on somebody's fucking wall)
XOXO
i was also lazy about managing my life- everytime i went out i would be out late. like 99% of the time. i know its fashionable to be late but whatever man. it just shows you have zero time management skills (me btw, lolzz) so i resolve to be less late and less pathetic and less time management zilchy. and i also cannot manage my cash. i have yet to save any money at all. how pathetic.
haha. right now i can't really think about the things i did right. maybe make good friends like you :) the only thing right i did this year.
okay wr and chinese papers beckons.
boomz :)
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