you start thinking why you're doing the things you're doing. studying the intricate details of the cold war, complex formulas of organic chemistry, mathematic equations nobody cares to think of in their daily life, the failed policies of thai kings. and then you realize what you're doing is part of a cycle, a pattern, a structure, a mould. yes, a mould.

it is very important that we remember why we are becoming this mould. are we the clay in moulds because of the mould? or do we have a larger purpose?

think.