hello world:) i am back to the www after this hiatus, which you my faithful readers, should be used to by now. i am struck with a lack of hardcoreness like the meridian friends and rafflesian friends i have whom i am very sure are mugging their lives away but i am not! this is bad.

WHY I DON'T MUG.

1) i dont have the motivation to. i look at my homework/tutorials/revisionnotes and i go gahh, i rather watch heroes.

2) basically thats all.

damn. i never had the motivation to do this kind of shit since secondary school. and i realised it takes something more to be a hardcore person. but im not. im just an average wanna lifer who just tries to do a lil better than average.

okay so let's say, if i actually become productive and finish all my work now, i would have to do this: (maybe writing it down will make me feel better and more motivated)

-finish two history tutorial questions on international history
-revise southeast asian history on burma and malaya
-read new econs lecture notes/sloman
-understand binomial distribution
-finish the looooooooooongggggggggggg list of chinese homework
-finish pi for pw

its only 6 items but it will take a damn long time to finish and i just wanna cry and run away from it because thats what i do when i see things i dont like, i run. run. run. run.

so i should stop running and face up to the shit i have accumulated. bye world.