i'm sitting down and studying econs. i look in front and look beneath. the screen is a picture of columbia's library. beneath is sloman's sixth edition. beneath gets you in front. but everything is so bloody uncertain. sa has one of the worst scholarship rates any jc could have, in the past decade i dont think anybody from sa has ever gotten a psc. but then again only 60+ people get pscs. life is bloody uncertain and bloody hazy and foggy and you really can't see the front. all you gotta do now is to remember everything and oligopoly has to offer, everything southeast asian in the past century, everything cold warish, anything shrewish, anything wuthering heightsish. and you not only have to memorize that you have to be able to organize that information smoothly in your head. it should be so smooth and you're so in control of that information that its like water flowing through your hands. you're a magician of knowledge, able to analyze, evaluate and play around with the huge pile of papers to please the cambridge peeps. and you have less than eighteen months left. be scared, be very scared.

oh, don't forget the sats too. columbia will need them.

HELL ITS A LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG SHOT :(